life inside a box

Who's Afraid of Max Spade?

Born homeless to disabled parents, Max Spade ended up living in a park by 15. With nothing left to sell, he began using Yahoo at 18, and he began trading his soul. He accepted Paypal, hoping it would only be a moment, Max was working every corner possible to stay enrolled at University of Guelphs prestigous Landscape Architecture program.

By 28, Max was the first autistic Performer on Chaturbate. He looked at every site, Cam4, Jasmine, various related live token based sex work and Chaturbate was one of the first created content and was well known after a  with his extremely expressive cum face, he was standing out, and the performers around him resented max for the fact that a retard was stealing the spotlight. He spent a lot of time masking, and trying to hide his sensory overload, and took substances to help numb the dehumanizing experience begging for money online as people would enter his space with hate crimes. 

Everyone was hypnotized by his intense emotions, weird ideas, eyes rolling back, body spasms, and all my drool...

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the intense world

Neurobiology of Autism

"Super-charged microcircuits in primary sensory areas could produce enhanced sensitivity to sensory stimulation and sensory overload. It is often reported that autistic children are hyper-sensitive to touch, noises and visual input and react with temper tantrums, extreme anxiety, and even panic when exposed to novel or stimulus-overloaded situations. Sensory stimuli that are bearable and normal to a typically developing child may be unbearable to an autistic child. A person who is suffering from sensory overload will naturally avoid situations that are unpredictable and filled with aversive stimuli, such as supermarket visits, social encounters etc. The hyper-sensory component of autism is for example epitomized in the personal account of the well-known autistic Temple Grandin (Grandin, 1996). Autistics also pay extreme attention to detail and can notice the smallest changes in their environment. These every-day experiences are supported by a number of rather recent quantitative scientific studies, which point to the superior performance of autistics in a variety of auditory and visual tasks."

1. Hyper-Reactivity

2. Hyper-Connectivity

3. Hyper-Plasticity

4. Hyper-NMDA Receptor Expression

5. Hyper-Learning

6. Hyper-Fear

7. Hyper-Perception

8. Hyper-Attention

9. Hyper-Memory and Intellect

10. Hyper-Emotionality

11. Hyper-Glutamatergia

12. Hyper-sexuality

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Core symptoms of autism, such as hyposensitivity and hypersensitivity, as well as repetitive behaviors, may also influence sexual behaviors.

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A 2017 review reported that autistic people may experience hypersexual and paraphillic fantasies more frequently than allistic people. Paraphilias are sexual interests and behaviors that involve objects, activities, or situations that aren’t typical. They are persistent and recurrent.

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The Intense World Theory of Autism

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Autism & Drool

Why is there so much?

1. Drooling becomes socially stigmatizing when it continues beyond infancy

2. Drooling - Treating Patients with Autism in a Dental Setting

3. Do other autistic adults drool when excited? : r/autism

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Goon

1. a stupid, foolish, or eccentric person.

2. "I don't want to deal with Jack today, he's such a goon"

3. a violent, aggressive person who is hired to intimidate or harm people, "he hired goons to hunt down supporters"

4. influenced by the subhuman cartoon character ‘Alice the Goon’, created by E. C. Segar (1894–1938), American cartoonist.

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Alice finally made her animated debut in the 1960s Popeye television series as a recurring character who would usually visit Popeye and Olive or be seen alongside her fellow Goons. Because of the episodic nature of the series, most of her appearances were usually minor or had her act as a different character, with the only episode that gave her major focus being "Frozen Feuds", where she was portrayed as an 'abominable snow monster' who scared people silly just by looking at them, but in truth was just a lonely female looking for a mate.

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 expressions, minus other performers who entered his space with hate crimes. they called him retard, possessed, demon, and ironically, it only took a year for them to start copying him to get the attention he received.

Just for the record, Max has head to toe goosebumps when hitting all of the buttons, and it's very easy to tell when someone is a fake gooner, forced over stimulation with sensory overload, and no one likes a faker. I don't like paying to watch fake sex, do you? I want someone authentic. 

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What is up for grabs in role play? Hmmm, it is the ones who are cosplaying the most vulnerable in our community, as they exclude them. It's bashful without remorse. High school girls that will never get caught, because the vulnerable one takes time to evolve, over the course of their life while handling predators like this. Predators exploit. That is the definition, meaning taking what is not theirs and making it worse for that person in return. If we look at the justice system and predation and key examples, the motives are clear, the experience for Max demanding justice extends since being rather forced to dropping in Grade 11 and start selling his soul and breaking dreams.

The autistic person in me is also much more likely to be sexually assaulted. 

During University, while living out of his car he offered sexual services to afford his diploma in Landscape Architecture. At 33, Max decided it was necessary to sue his employer, the government, and the student loans for using obsolete budgets along with unethical CEO to worker ratios designed by predators. Of Mixed Anishinaabe decent, he is not the first in his family to take on the entire government. His resilience and dedication to lifting others has no limit, Max will not take on one person, but anyone, and all. He is fearless, and fights for his life and others like he is already dead. 

Max Spade's Erotica inspires others in the industry, men are more expressive when enjoying themselves because he fearless allowed his autism a free ride. He has been bending gender norms, using toys creatively, and mashing up costumes that he seems to fit perfectly in each time. Most consider this indigenous creature to be a shapeshifter, a doll that can present any idea or costume with authenticity. He is well trained on verbal talk, being a top and bottom, and he has mastered this industry, working in every corner, mentoring newbies, and being chosen for documentaries, and he is not threatened by any of his pimps, other performers, or the people that thought he was an easily exploited commodity. Max is a very well rounded person, working in many other industries, and his professionalism, dedication to clients, and making the ethical fantasies a reality. The most important thing to him is being remembered for a job well done. If you ask him for his service, no matter who you are, he will make sure the task is completed to your needs at the best of his ability, finances, and available  co-producers or props. 

After ironing the kinks in the colonial government, he will create an online school or accreditation system, to not only teach sex workers, but also anyone who wants to fuck their best, there will be shared knowledge on how.  Max is going to collaborate with other well known sex workers around the world to achieve these goals. Sex work shouldn't just be legalized, it requires the same regulation and honour to provide such a healing experience similar to massage therapy. Everyone deserves intimacy, at the best quality, and he believes these services should be covered under our health benefits, the government, justice system, health care, and education should working with us to create safe, diverse, and mastered services. Why? 

Once upon a time, Max had a client on Disability, he used a wheelchair, and was treated like he did not exist in the community. For many years, this individual saved a little bit of money from his monthly cheque to afford one boyfriend experience a year. We need to understand that everyone deserves to be included, people who are not should not feel the stigma of purchasing this as a service, and even Max has had a difficult time finding quality intimacy, even as a porn star, because of the stigma associated to his autism, sex work, race, and he is a multiple minority with a  great deal of stigma attached. At times, he is often merely used as an object to be exploited, and he has traded services with other sex workers, to find a particular quality of intimacy that we all deserve. 

The dehumanization of any person is inhumane. Max wishes to use his experience to reshape policies, and create a world that is designed for 100% of the population.  The government, people in power, royals and leaders are well organized predators, who use clever mechanisms to convince the public that certain people deserve to suffer. Looking at Easter Island, the biggest threat to our existence is over consumption, and who consumes the most? They are merely distracting everyone from their own unethical behaviour and just like in nature, they work together, tirelessly, to divide the herd. Max will be opening an organization called "Vulnerable Against Predation Alliance" and he wants to be the glue that binds every vulnerable community together, as som eone with multiple minorities, and a maxed out toughness scale, and he is already proven successful at holding every predator accountable to their injustices, and will continue to do so until he is in the ground.